Our Own Demons

Those are the worst, and we all have them. One of mine is called “selfmade pressure”. Which is dancing around me just right now. Your reactions to my last post just made my jaw drop. I did not expect them, they knocked me out of my socks, and I am still flattered and trying to find my jaw somewhere down on the floor.

But I also do one thing I always did. I feel a pressure that is defenitely not existing. I create stress that is not there. That is a demon living deep inside me. We all have them, and the only suggestion I have is – fight them! Surround yourself with people you know they will tell you the truth. I try to avoid those who just sugar coat me. It is not helpful. My bestie would never do that. If I mess up, she will tell me right into my face. Or my butt, depending where it would have more success :D So I can be sure, if she goes “yessss” – she really means it!

Fight your demons, don’t run away from them. Instead of hiding in a corner thinking “no way I will satisfy all their expectations they have now” I just do the next pic and post. Trying to satisfy only one persons expectations: mine! Eff Off, Demon!”

Our Own Demons

Pose: Bauhaus Movement – Shattered Mind 13

Top: ChicModa // Carol Top
Skirt: ChicModa // Lynn Skirt
Hair: TRUTH – Farryn – Blonde @ Uber


First Snow

Yes, today we got the first snow this year. As always, weather changes make me stay at home since it causes my bones to hurt and make me avoid moving and wearing shoes and avoid long standing, but still, it looks so neat outside. The right weather to get into the Christmas spirit.

Talking about that – as much as I love the big rings and earrings and necklaces, sometiems I want to feel cute and even more feminine. This small. precious set from [ kunst ] is perfect when I am in that mood. Little flowers that make even a third eye piercing look neat.

First Snow CLoseup


Jewelry Set: [ kunst ] – Flower Set @ Uber
Hair: Stealthic – Lithe (Blondes)
Eyeshadow: Izzie’s – Festive Shimmer Eye Make-Up @ Tannenbaum
Lipstick: Izzie’s – CATWA Dark Lip Tint

His Shirt

Why is that, that we all like a girl in her boyfriend’s shirt? I know why I love to wear it. It is way too big and just comfy. I used to do that whenever my boyfriend was gone for a few days. It smelled so like him ;)

Many men love it too. A barefeet girl in an oversized shirt is extremely sexy for so many. I dunno, for me it still looks extremely comfy :)

His Shirt

A few posts ago I meantioned how much I love hair. One of my favorites is the messy style. Looking as if I just got out of bed is perfect for me^^

His Shirt Closeup

Upper photo: Bauhaus Movement – The Way You Like It 08
Lower photo: FOXCITY. Milk Bath-4

Cheeky Pea:
:CP: Vetur Twinkling Stars
:CP: Vetur Lit Drapes
:CP: Vetur Bed
all @ Uber

Shirt: erratic / julia – boyfriend shirt / blue plaid (maitreya)
Hair: Tableau Vivant \\ Veronika hair – Blonds @ Uber

Back to blogging?Back to blogging!

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For several months I was gone from the internet. In March my “box” broke, and due to some health issues it took some months for me to get it fixed by my provider and get back. Back on my feet, back to some kind of normal. Get back my life, and then at some point get back my internet.

When I finally got back, many things changed for me. And I had to change things to stay mentally sane. So not only did I drop a job I loved, I also dropped blogging. Deadlines turned out to be stress for me, and it actually “killed” my whole creativity. I had a feeling my photos got worse instead of better. So I decided to stop blogging.

The thing that is stable for so many years is the amazing friendship I have with Sassy Nitely, and I am fortunate and blessed to work with my bestie. And with the changes in that job, with the evolving of her brand, by sharing all the excitement we had with every new creation she did, my fun came back and my addiction to take pictures hit me again.

Now I decided to go back to blogging. With some changes. No sponsors. Less blogs, but those blogs I do will be done with fun :)

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Pose (both photos): FOXCITY. Bad Kitty VOL2 Bento Pose Set

Top: Vinyl – LIT Flannel Pak PINK @ Uber
Leggings: Blueberry – Cake – Maitreya/Belleza/Slink – {Extra 8}
Boots: _CandyDoll_ Alaria Boots – Light Colors @ Uber
Hair: Stealthic – Jealousy (Blondes)
Rings: **RE** Luxy Rings Set 1.3
Nailpolish: {ZOZ} Bold II Natural Polish (Maitreya)

Bring me to life

♫ How can you see into my eyes, like open doors
Leading you down into my core
Where I’ve become so numb,
Without a soul
My spirit’s sleeping somewhere cold
Until you find it there and lead it back

Bring me o life

Pose: .:Joplino:. – Be Free – Exclusive @ Designer Circle

I am wearing:
Top: .miss chelsea. – Alva Tank Grey @ Uber
Skirt: Addams // Amy Long Skirt w/Belt // Hueso
Hair:  *ARGRACE* KOHAKU – Coppers

He is wearing:
Pants:  RIOT / Brody Jeans – Blue 64
Hair:  MINA – Conrad – Black
Body, hands and feet: Slink
Skin:  7 Deadly s{K}ins: Judas Box3 Skintone4

and my basics:
Head: Catwa Tumble
Head Applier: amara beauty – Tori 05 toffee Catwa Applier
Body: Maitreya Lara
Skin: amara beauty – maitreya applier v.2
Hands Applier: amara beauty – omega applier v.2 (body, hands & feet)