Run to something, not away from something

Something I wanted to do almost all my life. Run from where I am. What I am. But then I understood one important thing. No matter where you go, you take yourself with you, and all the issues you have within. You just can’t run from yourself.

So if you run, run to something. Take yourself with you, and work on your issues. It might be easier somewhere else. Sometimes it is only possible somewhere else. But never run because of yourself. It just doesn’t work.

Run to something not from

Pose: Bauhaus Movement – Yuka Umbrella 2

Dress: Addams // Lemon Dress // N*21
Shoes: #EMPIRE – Nymphea
Hair: TRUTH VIP November – Ginevra


Our Own Demons

Those are the worst, and we all have them. One of mine is called “selfmade pressure”. Which is dancing around me just right now. Your reactions to my last post just made my jaw drop. I did not expect them, they knocked me out of my socks, and I am still flattered and trying to find my jaw somewhere down on the floor.

But I also do one thing I always did. I feel a pressure that is defenitely not existing. I create stress that is not there. That is a demon living deep inside me. We all have them, and the only suggestion I have is – fight them! Surround yourself with people you know they will tell you the truth. I try to avoid those who just sugar coat me. It is not helpful. My bestie would never do that. If I mess up, she will tell me right into my face. Or my butt, depending where it would have more success :D So I can be sure, if she goes “yessss” – she really means it!

Fight your demons, don’t run away from them. Instead of hiding in a corner thinking “no way I will satisfy all their expectations they have now” I just do the next pic and post. Trying to satisfy only one persons expectations: mine! Eff Off, Demon!”

Our Own Demons

Pose: Bauhaus Movement – Shattered Mind 13

Top: ChicModa // Carol Top
Skirt: ChicModa // Lynn Skirt
Hair: TRUTH – Farryn – Blonde @ Uber

Workout + Cute = possible?

Seriously, whenever I work out – and that does not happen very often – I feel like a lot. But cute is not one of the terms I would use to describe how I feel. But then I am not sure how it would feel if I would wear something like this from Scandalize. Okokok, let’s not start on how this would look then. Remember, I don’t work out much….

Before I talk myself into some total desaster, let’s focus on the outfit

Babygirl Workout

Pose: Bauhaus Movement – Fade to Black 320 Kbps 21

Top & Shorts: Scandalize. Akima. Nude @ Cosmopolitan
Hair: TRUTH Scout – Blonde


Sexy Back

I would lie if I would pretend I don’t like to look at a sexy back. But what exactly is it? The butt? The hips? Shoulders? For me many things. Of course I do like a sexy butt, especially when a man wears some tight jeans ;) But there is so much more about the backside than just the butt. Agree?

Both – the top and the shorts – from Blueberry frame that sexy back beautifully:

Sexy Back

Pose: Bauhaus Movement – Anime

Top: Blueberry – Star – Maitreya/Belleza/Slink – Gold Pack @ Collabor88
Pants: Blueberry – Ela Shorts – Maitreya/Belleza/Slink – Washed

First Snow

Yes, today we got the first snow this year. As always, weather changes make me stay at home since it causes my bones to hurt and make me avoid moving and wearing shoes and avoid long standing, but still, it looks so neat outside. The right weather to get into the Christmas spirit.

Talking about that – as much as I love the big rings and earrings and necklaces, sometiems I want to feel cute and even more feminine. This small. precious set from [ kunst ] is perfect when I am in that mood. Little flowers that make even a third eye piercing look neat.

First Snow CLoseup


Jewelry Set: [ kunst ] – Flower Set @ Uber
Hair: Stealthic – Lithe (Blondes)
Eyeshadow: Izzie’s – Festive Shimmer Eye Make-Up @ Tannenbaum
Lipstick: Izzie’s – CATWA Dark Lip Tint

Something about Lace

There is something about lace. I don’t know what it is. It is itchy right on the skin, and don’t get me started about keeping it clean and nice. But still, I love it, and wearing it just makes me feel sexy. That is, by the way, one reason why you don’t buy your lingerie for your man, ladies. You buy it for yourself. You wear your sexiest lingerie under your oldes jeans and ugliest sweater and you still feel sexy as (insert any favorite f word here^^)

This beautiful lace and cotton set is from !Rebel Hope, currently available at FaMESHed. It is worth getting in there as soon as you can ;)

Something about Lace

Pose: Bauhaus Movement – Birth Cake

Top: !Rebel Hope – Zaza Mesh Lingerie Top Black @ FaMESHed
Pants: !Rebel Hope – Jayda Mesh Lingerie Pants Black @ FaMESHed
Shoes: !Rebel Hope – Kyndall Mesh Heels Rebel Pack

Make Up Time

So, how many of you were wondering? What my eyes were looking under that blindfold? What kind of Eyeshadow? None! Never ever ever wear Eyeshadow, or even worse, Mascara. Trust me, you’ll do that only once, until you have to clean that sh…..stuff after. Nuff said :D

I went to Tannenbaum today to look for a cute dress, and instead came back with this awesome eyeshadow and lipstick from Izzy’s. I love her feminine, soft look. It is festive, and still it is not “screaming” from my face. Perfect for the more romantic look ♥

Make Up Time

Pose: Bauhaus Movement – The Way You Like It 08

Hair: Stealthic – Jealousy (Blondes)
Eyeshadow: Izzie’s – Festive Shimmer Eye Make-Up @ Tannenbaum
Lipstick: Izzie’s – Shimmer Lipstick @ Tannenbaum